soliloquies
Why am I giving up so much (and all the things I care for) for a career that makes me have to deal with all of
these problems here?
Sometimes I really wanna quit science...
ashaangel - 12. Jan, 21:49
The way that my prof at university explained entropy and the concept that processes can be irreversible really stuck to my brain... he used a nursery rhyme. I bet you know it:
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall
And all the king's horses
and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.
ashaangel - 20. Aug, 00:00
Ich bin blöder als die Polizei erlaubt. Vielleicht trieft mein Hirn bei meinen neu geschossenen Ohrlöchern raus?
ashaangel - 7. Jul, 00:49
Allein ins Bett gegangen. Und irgendwie verdammt stolz drauf.
ashaangel - 3. Jul, 08:47
Alleine aufgewacht.
ashaangel - 2. Jul, 08:39
You might think I'm yours and only
but that don't make you mine.
ashaangel - 2. Jul, 08:39
Nicht allein aufwachen.
Nicht allein einschlafen.
ashaangel - 25. Jun, 22:25
In the life that I do not have I live in a cute typical Amsterdam house, right underneath the roof. In the life that I never had we could be together since years. In the life I'll never have I can stay in Amsterdam since I wouldn't just have a good excuse, I'd have a good reason.
I don't have this life.
There is an expiry date written all over me.
I'll leave here October 1st. The latest.
ashaangel - 23. Jun, 22:59
I wish you had spend more time finding out who I am than who I am not.
ashaangel - 23. Jun, 22:48
PS: It's a wonderfully sunny day today. Again, the sense or nonsense of daylight saving time is being discussed all over media after yet another turning of clocks in the middle of the night. But I have to say, I'm a huge fan of it. With the change to summertime, apparently also the first feeling of spring made it here. After 2 weeks of crazy April-like weather where we were ping-ponging between sunshine and snow-thunderstorm in a 2 hour rhythm, the constant sunshine feels just so great. And sitting outside on my balcony at 7pm, in DAYLIGHT, watching sundown seems just so magical after this long winter. I just hate to go to work when it's still dark and go home when it's again dark. It's just sooooooo depressing! I'm really one of these people that need light to be happy I guess.
I'll miss my balcony, small as it may be.
ashaangel - 30. Mar, 19:19
